The oLevel results are out already. hmm.. I cant say how I feel about it. More to a disappoinment. I got Malay A1, Arabic A1, IRK A2, English C6, Maths D7. uhh!

I talked to Kak Martini, my maths tutor, juz now. I know she's very disappointed with my grades for maths. I think she cried juz now. She told me tht I SHOULD get B! Coz the maths paper 2, I DID well! hmmm guess it's already fated lah for me to get a D after all. So, Im not gonna repeat the papers again. I juz refuse to do so. Coz it was the moment of tormenting and all tht. I remembered tht time, when I was having fun after oLevel papers, I vowed to myself tht Im NOT gonna retake or redo those national papers! Its totally traumatic everytime I recall those times.

Although Im having those mix feelings about the results, I must say ALHAMDULILLAH.. Coz yeah, I was praying soo hard tht atleast I got A's in Malay, Arabic & IRK. Allah did answered my prayers. And I already promised to Allah and myself tht Im gonna fast for one-day if I passed my oLevel. Will do tht soon, InsyaAllah!

And, on last wednesday, my family and I went to maqam HabibNuh in Palmer Road. And I did prayed tht my results gonna turn out ok. Hamdan Lillah...

And, I already promised to Allah and myself, tht Im gonna do Qurban by this coming hajj 1428H, if I passed my oLevel, graduate PREU2 and passed my driving license. heee... Biiznillah, if I have sufficient $$$ for the udh-hiyyah.